Nightnare of the Jehovah witness god killing my family i always get dreams like this?

i dont know what the hell is going on im trying to find god im 19 i go to chruch a none jehovah witness church and also i study with thses ppl i like to comepare both Christians anyways i started have these kind of dreams when i was about 13 they never stop i still get them about the god of the Jehovah witness god killling ppl and children i mean whats wrong should i stop talking to the JW and just go to the other Christan church i feel much happyer when im with these kind of Christan and not the JW